Amelia,

If I had you by my side, you'd be watching animated movies like finding dory with me... Every time I feel as though my life is a little too good to be true, I think it might be you that has been blessing me. Yesterday night was the first time in 3, maybe 4 years that I held someone's hands roaming around the streets of Orchard. I remembered how all of us 7 girls used to do that, we just do it naturally and we have the biggest smiles on our faces. That was what happened to me but this time round, it was with a guy and it was magical. It sucks that the closest I can get to you is through blogging on your blog like how I always do. It sucks that I don't have a best friend to call to share such good news or even when there's sad news.

Whenever I'm down, I'll go to the highest place that I can find to seek comfort as it feels as though I'm close to you. I haven't fallen this much for anyone for the past 4 years and I don't wanna lose it. So bless me my love and with your strength in me, I'll do whatever it takes to make this works and you'll be the prouddddddddest girlfriend of mine.

Lately I'm also suffering at my job. I'm leaving that place, my health and my energy has been drained out and I drink way too much on the job. Do you remember why I don't drink? I hope you do. I have been living my life reeeeally well and please know that you have always been in my heart. But babe, you'll have to share the space in my heart because there's currently you, my ahma and him trying to squeeze in and I hope I can manage well.

My grans is still at the hosp, and I don't know when will she return but she is doing well so far. Home just doesn't feel like home without her. But because grans is in the hospital, I fell in love with this guy only because he accompanied me without second thoughts to visit my grandmother, it felt like the world to me when someone would be willing to enter my world and be as kind and caring as I am. It might seem like it is so easy to win my heart but nope, he did it when he was drunk and tired. He hadn't slept and he waited for me to end work and he bought me breakfast. I do not know what is wrong with him to treat me so nice even though we haven't met more than 2 times but as wrong as it could get, it feels right. Work, on the other hand, has been tough last night but with all my loved ones in mind, it gets easier. You are my greatest motivation.

With love,
Angela.