Dear Qi

For you dear.... @-->--

Miss you.... by all of us here.

Saw last week news on papers about a NS young man passed on suddenly after feeling unwell. He was only 19 years old. We empathised how the parents felt.... heart-brokeness and pain of the loss of child. We went through this ourshelves.

We still love you like before... not lesser but more instead. You are our darling.... you know.

Miss and love you,
your mum, papa and di
your friends and relatives, cousins
cousin and paul
X O X O


Dear Qi,

I am back again and a @-->-- for dear you....

Today youngest 'ku ma' came to visit my dad and she shared with me that your mum put on weight when she went over to blk 526 to collect dumplings from eldest ' ku ma'. And she told me about your dad too. He is still the same him. Jesus knows what I meant. Your dad needs a lot of prayers. I felt hurt about him and will pray that Jesus gives him more wisdom.

I have not seen your mum quite a while and will find time to visit her. Will care for your mum and di for you...... so dont worry.... you just be happy with Jesus. Really miss you.....you know.

God Father shows me that He indeed understands our grief just as He sent His son, Jesus to die on the cross for us. He went through the pain when Jesus was hung on the cross.

Love you always
your mum, dad and di,
your 'ku ma's and many others
cousin and paul


Dear Qi

@-->-- for you dear qiqi. That's what i always call you....qiqi

Miss you... think of you with each passing day. You are not just my cousin but more than that.....you know.

Sms hui ling jie jie about the pastor's visit to your dad last wed... she said your papa didn't talk much and was quiet. They prayed over the home. I guessed for peace and God's healing in the house. They invited your pa to church last sun but your pa didn't make it. They will talk to your pa again when available.

Really miss you... miss you calling me 'ah mei jie jie' in your sms to me and many others still miss you too.

Please wait for us patiently that we will meet again. Jesus will wipe away all our tears and restores our togetherness.

Miss and love you
your mum, papa and di and many others
cousin and paul
X X


Dear Qi

Not forgetting a @-->-- for you.

You have been on our minds always dear Qi... you know.

I talked to God Father and Jesus about you almost daily. Asking God why He took you so soon. I just got to know you better since last Nov and you've been part of my life. Care for you and your future too. Then suddenly God took you Home.

I told God it has been very painful for us and i asked Him if He knows our grief. It really hurts. It has been very hard for us and your friends who loves you too.

I know you are well in Heaven with Jesus and loved by Him. I look forward to the day we will meet again at the gates of glory.

Love you
your mum, dad and di
cousin and paul


Dear Qi

For you @-->--

Miss you.... so i visit your blog.

You know last thursday the pastor visited your mum and di. Your dad was at work. Something wonderful happened that nite..... Jesus knew what it was. Heaven and angels rejoiced over it. Still need a lot of prayers over it to keep it safe.

You are alive in Heaven with many others who are in Christ. You are not dead... only in the body. We all die in the body one day but our souls head to some where depending on what or who we believe.

Some time i asked God to let us have you back but i knew it not possible on earth. I prayed and asked God why and what His purposes why He took you Home so soon. I do not want to have any presumptions of my own but would like to hear from God.

I really miss you and so are many others like Angela, Bee Han, Jian Wei and of course your mum, dad, benson and your other cousins too.

Love you
on behalf of your mum, dad and di
cousin and paul

PS/ Angela here and I helped you to beautify the rose (:
It has colour now! :)


Amelia, every once in a while, I recieve calls... Friends of ours called me up and asked me," I heard about Amelia, what happened?" It hurts whenever this question came. I don't know how to answer them.

We had friends of our own.. Friends that only both of us knew. Friends that we used to meet up often to go out. We had sleepovers, staying up late, telling each other secrets and stuffs. Sometimes I'll even cry and you always gave me your shoulder to lean on. That's what friends are for. We went to the Zoo together, you tagged along with my family. We have had countless of fun. I promise you noone can ever replace that ever. Noone.

Remember those times, we went to the beach. We talked about 'Big specs'. On christmas eve, we went to Orchard. You, me and our friends. 4 of us, slacked throughout the night. So sorry that I have the mentality that when you had a boyfriend you'll forget about me but I was so wrong. In my chat logs, so many a times you talked to me in MSN but i didn't reply you. I was so engrossed with blogging and/or mapling.

You know every now and then, I'll call your phone, hoping I'd hear your voice again. Once I called through your phone and someone answered. I stoned for 10 seconds and realized it was your mother. Stupidly, I told her that I called the wrong number. Haha, it was dumb isn't it.

Miss you ever so much.
With loves,
Me, Beehan and your friends and families. (:


Dear Qi

@-->-- for you. Have not forgotten you. You are always on our minds.

Hui ling jie jie and her pastor visited your mum on thurs nite and hope she is comforted with their ministering. I have not spoken to your mum yet. Will try to call her some time later.

I passed a book and the 'our daily bread' message dated 8 june 09 to your dad to encourage him. And will try to arrange for pastor to drop by again to visit your mum and dad together.

Always miss you most on weekends because you often come to my place and i really enjoyed you being around though I can't 'pei' you at meals time cos i have to be at my dad's hse most time.

You are now grown up and mature in Jesus now.... according to another book by Mary Baxer ' a divine revealation of Angels' which i got recently that said children are grown up and mature when they are brought to Heaven by angels. Whatever it is.... you are always our dear Qiqi.... our Amelia.

Love you
on behalf of
your mum, papa and benson
cousin and paul