I am writing to keep her blog alive............ as she rests in peace but memories of her live on.



On Your Father



Did you know that your dad wept at the hospital that day??? And he cried again when eldest aunt brought him dinner on sunday, a day after that saturday.



He told me he was touched by your small loving gestures when you got him small gifts like ashtray and cake. He does love you a lot more than what you thought. Being a quiet man, he doesn't express himself through his actions. He thought, like any father, by providing for you that shows that he loves you!!!



He was heart broken by your absence and he hopes to meet you again in Jesus even though he was away from God for very long time. So rest in peace and in Jesus.



Love you,

your cousin


1, Dear's wake already over .. it's 2 days ago time

2, She died by her illness , Hyperthyroidism

3, Too much passerby, kindly enter your username

actually today going back to Bishan there, put the picture on the urn

unfortunately, it closed at 5pm

benson message me

afraid might late, so i didn't went

April 15, i'm going back there... visit her , every month 15

so far as i know, Amelia got alot friends

but , please do take turn to visit.. don't come in a bunch

even though i don't have the right to say

i don't wish dear, and other urn(s) to be disturbed

love you , my dear !


This msg is to Jian Wei ~
We know that you like Amelia very much..
There is no point inflating hurt on yourself, you have to move on. Amelia will not be pleased to see you like this. She would definately want you to be happy and most importantly to
move on....

There is no age limit towards studying. hmm...
I bet Amelia's biggest wish would be that you are responsible towards your studies.
Though you may not hear it from her, she would be happy if you are able do it for her.


take care


First of all, thanks to all friends & teachers who attended the wake. Let's pray & wish Amelia that she will/would be happier up there....

I have some advice for ALL Amelia's friends ~
- In this incident, I hope all of you learnt and realised this word "RESPONSIBLE'. Though this word may sound simple, forgettable, small and meaningless, it could actually save a life. Every act has its consequence. Every hurting words or acts does affect a person badly. Spare a thought for other people feelings. It is not a difficult task to do~

Things already happened so please don't re-proached yourself and move on.
I urged all of you to be responsible towards your studies, families, friends and the people around you. I may sound real naggy but i do hope you know and understand this word ‘书有黄金屋’

I feel that this phrase* 'I DON'T KNOW' is a very irresponsible word. Nothing in the world is "DON'T KNOW~" It's whether you want or don't want and all about communications.

Lastly, I sincerely hope that everyone of you continue to study hard, pass your test & examinations with flying colors :D


Angela here, I'm posting this for Amelia .
Girl, do you know how many people went to your wake? :)

Our class, 3F, most of them came and they were all malays.
Can you imagine I called MissTanChengYing, MissClara and Miss Ong also :)
Biggest surprise of all, Miss Amy Ng also came. Miss Ong cried alot .
Charlotte, beehan, roubing, dionis, leo, yongjun came also .
And I also heard that Miss clarissa lim is coming today with miss cynthia oh.
Claudia, terence, willy, robin will be going too .


May you be happy with the angels.

I miss you I really do, Amelia. Just one more day. Wake up would you.
Wake up please .

20th March
Amelia, Miss Cynthia Oh and Miss Clarissa Lim came to your wake you know. We miss you so badly. Miss Tan and Miss Amy Ng came again just to make sure your mother is alright. The principal and Vice principal also came in the morning. Robin couldn't make it. Roubing is also feeling guilty. Simon, willy and the rest apologized for those insultive remarks before. You know they never meant what they said though yes it's a little too late .

Uncle, Willy, Terence, Yongjun, Charlotte, Dionis, Roubing, Claudia, Ulrika, Huihui and Simon came to your wake. Everyone's asking about you. Wake up once and tell us you're okay, you're fine and just one last farewell. I have so much to tell you girl. You left too quickly. Everyone misses you. Though it's too late, but if you woke up just once more, you'll know how much you mean to everyone.. but .....

Your family needs you and they are apologizing, for not sending you into the hospital on time. hy didn't you say bye ..... Your last text to me was " never go out? " How can I go out if you're gone .. Tell me .

I'll update about tomorrow after everything is over.. Hope you're fine up there waching us. Rest in peace. :( .

21st March
Babe, I went over to Terence's house and stay over. Slept for 20 minutes and I cried while thinking of you at exactly 7am. I cried, I told Roubing, just 3 more hours, Amelia would be gone. How am I suppose to accept this fact girl, tell me. Took a last glance at you.. I really miss you ..

Miss Clara came, Miss Ng wasn't able to make it. But guess who came.. Your good friend from primary school, Jocelyn! :D
I tried to contact her yesterday to inform her and to ask her to your wake. She came. You know, Miss Tan was being an ass. She woke up late and she took a cab. The driver went wrongly and he drove to TPY then she couldn't rush to the bus on time and she went to Mandai. She was right beside our bus, we were looking at her.

( The rest, I won't be describing. I can't find the right words to say. )

Jian wei, I won't be talking you into your sense anymore. Since you won't even listen. You made her sad before in Real life and now you want her to worry and cry for you when she's wanting to go peacefully? Think about it.


please don't tag if you are pity her

first time , i saw you at bedok mcdonald

you came up to me with a big round eyes.. and we walked to 200+ sit

dear, do you remember what i said?

my only girl , one and only , our relationship start at 150109

you said you wanted to walk the path with me

you said want to marry me

you said want to have family with me

i know you wanted couple ring eagerly

sorry dear, i will earn money by doing job

get job , get money.. buy couple ring for you

i guess, it's totally meaningless

dear, you said you will walk the path with me, but you stop and lost at today , 190309

just a short short 2 months of relationship with you, i really really does know what is love , what i care for

150109 thursday stead , 190309 thursday end

I SAID THAT , WAKE UP ! BUT YOU DIDN'T REPLY ME ! WHY

why why why

why you want leave me just like this

alone in this world?

dear, i promise you , my death promise , i don't care i'm bachelor forever, you my only girl as always

why don't i notice your actions ?

your last kiss is 2 days ago , 170309

i promise you , every months of 19th i will come and visit you

tell you about my life , how am i going

only if you could come back , i promise i don't wanna be lazy anymore , i will work

do you know ? your dad really loves you

even though you dislike him, but not hate him

dear, have you notice me? i've been in the CGH whole day , from 3am+ holding your hand till 6am+

why can't you wake up and hold me tightly again?

you know how many tears i'd shed to you , while you're sleeping?

I SAID , YOU CAN'T JUST GO BY TODAY .. BUT YOU JUST DID..

i miss your hug , your warmth , your kiss , your hand , your arm , your waist

you kept saying i love your body, but actually what i love most is your heart that truly love me

WHERE'S OUR 3RD MONTH ? 4TH MONTH? 5THMONTH ? 6TH MONTH?.........

YOU LIED TO ME, WHY YOU WENT SO FAST, I SAY SLOWLY WALK , BUT YOU END UP COULDN'T FIND YOUR EXIT

i guess it's my fault to begin with

i shouldn't ask you go rest yesterday afternoon

i called you yesterday, you talked to me..

but when around 9pm+

benson called me ask me come

i reached there.. sit awhile.. ambulance people go into your house

firstly i thought it was fine, but when they move you to the bed,

i was .. worried

i was wondering if you looked at me?

i hope you does

your face turn pale , very pale

your families , me and my parents , beehan , jinxiang , angela , came to see you

you teach me alot alot stuffs

and i appreciate

i was holding your hand with faith ,asking you wake up

i even sang , say alot past stuffs ..

i got alot alot words to tell you , i want to work .. i want buy you couple ring that you always wanted

i want to buy you bear ,

whenever i remembers your actions, i was happy, but when recall you with pale face, lieing in CGH without moving

i cried , cried deeply

my one and only girl , i don't want to get marriage with other girls , i only want you

after everything done , i will look for a job, get the stuffs you wanted

i just want hear your voice once more , can i?

beloved dear dear Jianwei <3 Amelia 150109 , end at 190309


HAPPY
2ND
MONTH







Ponned schl.
Then went to meet dear.
The actually want go school then v miss dear.
Jiu never go luhs.
Slack slack slack.
Buy canned soup.
Dear cooked for me.
NIce, cause is canned soup.
Hahahhahahaha.

Joannes, sorry cant meet you then raining.
Mum, sorry blame me of lossing your wallet and all that bahrs.
Dear, Sorry for givving you attidue.
Cousin, Sorry for skipping schl.
JUST A BIG BIG SORRY!

Angela asked me tonned.
Then never cause tired.
Then come Dear 's house eat.
Usual, maggie mee with egg.
Is nice althought is simple






Midnight Dear came to meet me.
Then we went to 506 then 85 then 101 thr.
Then dear ride me home.
I went up bath tot dear can ride me to schl.
Then he cant.
He found out that he wallet lost/
Is like FUCK!
Aiyohrs.
I cant contact him then no mood.
Went to hougang.
Tamp.
Then his house.
Whatthefuck is he sleeping.
Nehmind his wakeup sure kanna scold by me.
Hahahhahahhahahhahahhahahahahhah.
Now at library.
Phone no batt!!!!
Dear, WAKEUP!!


Yesterday.
Didnt meet Dear.
Is like very sian, you know?
I really miss you.
Then morning called mac.
Eat all that.
Then went to meet Guang.
Smoke, he is genorous.
They keep talking about their school th thing.
Machiam i know like that.
Erms, somehow dontknow why she like botak?
Having same blogskins with dear.
Is really cute.
haha.







Mother bring me to schl.
Chinese.
Math
MS jean yap is CU TEEEEE!
hahah
Then recess.
D n T.
Was fun.
Damn relax.
THanks Xuanxin for th pop.