Amelia, you havee gone for 7 to 8 years? Time flies like ridiculously fast but it's such a shame when you're not as fortunate as the rest of us as we grow up by the second. But I'm curious as to where are you and honestly do watch over us even though all of us drifted.

It has been so long until the extent I can't remember if you know the guy from the last relationship I had. Do you know Kenneth? I can't really remember if you've met him but I've known him since sec 2 and you were still around then. Sigh, it's such a shame that the relationship is over. Has been a tough fight for me you know babe? I'm so tired.

All that I can do right now is just try to be strong, you know, pretend that I'm fine. Fake it till I make it. Please guide me dear. Oh how much I've been missing you. I don't wish to be such disturbance you know, I don't want to go around finding our old clique, telling them oh my relationship screw up, again. Arg I'm so tired of this................. I'm really wish you were still here by my side and I can tell you all my secrets and I know you'd be here when I ask you to. Sigh.

Lastly babe, do not blame any one of us here who actually forgotten about you. Forgive us for our ignorance. Forgive us that sometimes we humans do not appreciate the simple fact that we get to see tomorrow whereas you couldn't even if you wanted to. Forgive us that we get so busy that we don't seem to remember what it's like with you around... Forgive me that I take everything for granted and I get affected by the slightest things in my life. but babe you know I'm genuine as hell I don't even know what I'm supposed to do at times. Thank you because you were the first that didn't judge me for the path I chose to walk in the past.

If you were still here, I'm sure you're gna grow up into a really beautiful BFF of mine.

I love you, always will.

Angela