Amelia, every once in a while, I recieve calls... Friends of ours called me up and asked me," I heard about Amelia, what happened?" It hurts whenever this question came. I don't know how to answer them.

We had friends of our own.. Friends that only both of us knew. Friends that we used to meet up often to go out. We had sleepovers, staying up late, telling each other secrets and stuffs. Sometimes I'll even cry and you always gave me your shoulder to lean on. That's what friends are for. We went to the Zoo together, you tagged along with my family. We have had countless of fun. I promise you noone can ever replace that ever. Noone.

Remember those times, we went to the beach. We talked about 'Big specs'. On christmas eve, we went to Orchard. You, me and our friends. 4 of us, slacked throughout the night. So sorry that I have the mentality that when you had a boyfriend you'll forget about me but I was so wrong. In my chat logs, so many a times you talked to me in MSN but i didn't reply you. I was so engrossed with blogging and/or mapling.

You know every now and then, I'll call your phone, hoping I'd hear your voice again. Once I called through your phone and someone answered. I stoned for 10 seconds and realized it was your mother. Stupidly, I told her that I called the wrong number. Haha, it was dumb isn't it.

Miss you ever so much.
With loves,
Me, Beehan and your friends and families. (: