please don't tag if you are pity her

first time , i saw you at bedok mcdonald

you came up to me with a big round eyes.. and we walked to 200+ sit

dear, do you remember what i said?

my only girl , one and only , our relationship start at 150109

you said you wanted to walk the path with me

you said want to marry me

you said want to have family with me

i know you wanted couple ring eagerly

sorry dear, i will earn money by doing job

get job , get money.. buy couple ring for you

i guess, it's totally meaningless

dear, you said you will walk the path with me, but you stop and lost at today , 190309

just a short short 2 months of relationship with you, i really really does know what is love , what i care for

150109 thursday stead , 190309 thursday end

I SAID THAT , WAKE UP ! BUT YOU DIDN'T REPLY ME ! WHY

why why why

why you want leave me just like this

alone in this world?

dear, i promise you , my death promise , i don't care i'm bachelor forever, you my only girl as always

why don't i notice your actions ?

your last kiss is 2 days ago , 170309

i promise you , every months of 19th i will come and visit you

tell you about my life , how am i going

only if you could come back , i promise i don't wanna be lazy anymore , i will work

do you know ? your dad really loves you

even though you dislike him, but not hate him

dear, have you notice me? i've been in the CGH whole day , from 3am+ holding your hand till 6am+

why can't you wake up and hold me tightly again?

you know how many tears i'd shed to you , while you're sleeping?

I SAID , YOU CAN'T JUST GO BY TODAY .. BUT YOU JUST DID..

i miss your hug , your warmth , your kiss , your hand , your arm , your waist

you kept saying i love your body, but actually what i love most is your heart that truly love me

WHERE'S OUR 3RD MONTH ? 4TH MONTH? 5THMONTH ? 6TH MONTH?.........

YOU LIED TO ME, WHY YOU WENT SO FAST, I SAY SLOWLY WALK , BUT YOU END UP COULDN'T FIND YOUR EXIT

i guess it's my fault to begin with

i shouldn't ask you go rest yesterday afternoon

i called you yesterday, you talked to me..

but when around 9pm+

benson called me ask me come

i reached there.. sit awhile.. ambulance people go into your house

firstly i thought it was fine, but when they move you to the bed,

i was .. worried

i was wondering if you looked at me?

i hope you does

your face turn pale , very pale

your families , me and my parents , beehan , jinxiang , angela , came to see you

you teach me alot alot stuffs

and i appreciate

i was holding your hand with faith ,asking you wake up

i even sang , say alot past stuffs ..

i got alot alot words to tell you , i want to work .. i want buy you couple ring that you always wanted

i want to buy you bear ,

whenever i remembers your actions, i was happy, but when recall you with pale face, lieing in CGH without moving

i cried , cried deeply

my one and only girl , i don't want to get marriage with other girls , i only want you

after everything done , i will look for a job, get the stuffs you wanted

i just want hear your voice once more , can i?

beloved dear dear Jianwei <3 Amelia 150109 , end at 190309