Hi girl! I know it have been long since I blogged here.
No matter how long I disappear from this blog,
it doesn't mean you disappeared from my heart.
Girl, no one is too busy to miss you, trust me.

19th March 2009.
I can't forget this date, really.
Many a times I asked everyone around me, why do the good die young?
Why did you left us so quickly?
I've known you for 3 years.. Supposedly 4 years...
We have always said "life sucks" but do we really wanna leave?
Girl I cannot bear you to go but why is life so unfair?

Many have told me to take this as an experience in life.
Everything happens for a reason.
Why must this experience and lesson cost your life?
I cannot let go of this truth you know.. All I can do is just think and think.
This experience is just too costly for me to handle.

A few moments ago I was thinking, imagining the pain you had to go thru.
Just before your death. The pain...
Were you just about to give up? Did you tell yourself to be persistent?
When your heartbeat was saved.. Did you know?
When it was gone, did you feel that the pain was gone?
Did the pain stop when everything ended? Did you hear us?
If you could, did you want us to stop crying?
Did you just give up? Why did you?
Why did your heart have to stop a second time?

All of us feels guilty. We miss you so much.
Why didn't we have the last chance to redeem ourselves?
If you hadn't left, we wouldn't know the meaning of friendship.
But must it take your precious life to let us realise we've been bitches?
Girl, we love you.
We love you.
God loves you.

Lastly. I love you.

With so so so so much love and guilt,
Angela.


Amelia, I just looked through your pictures that I've saved long ago.
You're still so real in my mind, really.
I haven't forgotten you and I've never planned to.
I really want to spend time with you.
Like how we used to be like.
I just cannot imagine how you are like beside me or how I can get to see you tomorrow in school... I really can't imagine but I still think about you all the time.

With loves,
Angela.


Our Dear Qi

Have not forgotten you..... how could we??????

Always for you....

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You are still in our hearts. Many young ones departed last yr ... we shared the pain as their loved ones as well.


Love you and miss you
your mum, pa, di and friends,
cousins, aunts and uncles and relatives.
me and paul
X O X O X O




We two look abit cute right! I miss sec1 and 2 life with you, Amelia!

Amelia, I've visited your mother and father yesterday with Beehan, Terence and my boyfriend. Your mother misses you lots and all of us miss you too. Your mother still keep those straw hearts that you've made and she don't bear to throw it away. You also have a lot of neoprints in a small wallet, Beehan and I took a few of the neoprints and took one of the straw heart.

You were my best friend, you're still my best friend right?

With love, Angela.

I miss you.


Our dear dear Qi,

For you @-->--

Today we celebrate your di's birthday on your behalf. Earlier than actual day. We knew you always do that for him. So we doing it on your behalf.

Your pa was around and of course your beloved mum. Grace and grandma were there too. 526 aunt was present and of course, your di's friend came later.

We still ached dearly for you. Still.... when will this ache go away ???

Love you and miss you
Your mum, pa, di, cousins,
grandma, aunts, uncles, friends
relatives, me and paul
X O X O